walaupon it was tiring, that particular weekend was the weekend to remember..my very 1st time in my very 1st project i had to sleep in d office for 2 nites. letih sih..but xserik..it was priceless. a big thanx to chub for accompanying me throughout the weeknd..muah muah muah..sayang u chub!! keh3. to the rest of my conversion team members, thank you so so so so so much for ur morale support. thanx to omar for calming me down.thanx to cyana for borrowing me her baju (kesian akak kene cari baju besar2 ek). not forgetting bill, mei mei & eddie..u guys are the greatest!! cayang semua!!

now conversion can rest n have fun!! its our time to hv fun guys!! 2mrw go eat sate for lunch,yeay! bowling jz now was super fun!! can we do it mo often guys?? pleeeease ;;) oh oh..we shud go watch movie 2gthr also.hi3

muah muah muah..sayang sgt kt conversion team!!! to bad im gona be rolling off from the project on the 30th

im really gonna miss u guys *sob* *sob*..knp la all gud things must come to an end? xleh ke it stays gud? forgive me u guys if i hv somehow offended u in any ways.

hugs & kisses

Just something to share…BTW im #4 n yes…part of is true..im very stubborn..kih3

If you were born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.

If you were born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.
If you were born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.

If you were born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are number 4.

If you were born on the 5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.

If you were born on the 6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.

If you were born on the 7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.

If you were born on the 8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.

If you were born on the 9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.

Number 1

You are smart, frank, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous on competing basis, kind hearted, friendly, and authoritative. Famous Person always want to be and regarded as First on position, they are often like to be independent, will never be under others, self confident people! You are most likely to fall in love in the younger age, but will get married when you mature! You are likely to have problems with peopl e who have opposite views and  you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy, you will be very popular that everybody will have mental attraction and respect you. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous issues!! But make sure in your life, you will always have some people who will work hard to support. Because of your smart behavior, you will be hated by some people too. Your family life is very cool; you will have a very nice partner & wonderful children. You are Pioneer, independent & Original.

Your best match is 4, 6, 8; good matches are 3, 5, 7.

Number 2

No matter what, you will be loved by every one because your ruler is the Moon and every one loves the Moon,huh!! Well, you are a person who daydream a lot. You have very low-self confidence, you need back up for every move in your life. You are very much unpredictable means you do change according to time and circumstances. Selfish and have a very strong sense of musical, artistic talent, and verbal communication. Your attitudes are like the Moon comes to Gloom and fade away so everybody can expect changes in you. You can be a next Mahatma Gandhi who is peace loving or you can be a Hitler who wants to destroy the mankind and peace. I mean in the community and your own home. If you really have a deep thought about your own, believe in God, you can feel the difference which will make you stronger! Most of the time your words are a kind of would be happening. True! You can predict the situation. You will become poets, writers, or any artistic business
people! You are not strong in love, so you will be there and here till you get marry. If you are a girl, you will be a responsible woman in the whole family. If you are a man, you will involve in fights and arguments in the family or vice-versa. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad vision, a power behind the scenes, well balanced people!!!

Your best match is 2, 5, and 9 no other people can put up with you!!!

Number 3

You are a person of hard hearted, selfish most of the times, religious, loves to climb up in your life. You always tend to have
lots of problems within your family in the early stages but you will put up with everything. You have strong word power, pretty happy face,so wherever you go, you always have got what you wanted!!! And from the birth you always wanted to work hard in order to achieve something. You will not get anything without hard work! When you reach a Man/Woman age! , you want other younger listen to you because you want younger people to respect older people. You do set so many examples to others. Generally you re not a cool person. It’s not easy dealing with you! But once you like someone’s attitude, then here you go. It will be a lasting friendship. You always have respect from others. Your life seems to have lots of worries and problems but they won’t be long. You will always have brilliant kids!!! You love money a bit too much so temptation will. Push you to endless trying. If you are a guy, you will be looking after your family and helping friends, and will spend a life time just being generous and (except 21st born Men) you will be such an example of how to be in the culture & Life!!! If you are girl, then it’s your good character and hardworking attitude you always follow. You are a Freedom Lover, Creative Ambition focused who brings Beauty, Hope & Joy to this world!!!

Your best match are 6, 9; Good matches are 1, 3, 5.

Number 4

You are very stubborn and very hard working. You have rough word power which might put lots of people away from you. You may cause nuisance to others if you are a man. You often understand others well and their problems. If you are a girl you are very good with studies and arts. If you are guy you spend most of the time after girl friends. You will have fun life with mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and get away with their life and you will become empty handed and don’t know what to do, so be careful!! You love to spend anyway!!! Your good will is you are always there to help family and friends. You always fall in love in younger age as well. You need to be careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart and beware of your relations too. You are practical, patient, persistent, a bit old-fashioned.

You best matches are 1, 8; Good matches are 5, 6, 7.

Number 5

You are very popular within the community. You can get things done by just chatting to even enemies! You have a pretty good business mind. You are someone who acts on impulse. You will be famous if you open up a business, get involve in share dealings, music etc. Very popular with sense of humor, you are the one your friends and families will always ask for help and you are the one actually get money on credit and help your friends!! You will have more than 1 relationship, but when you get settle down you will be a bit selfish. Anyway, because your other half will have a pretty good amount of control in you. Be careful you tend to go for other relationships/contacts even you are married at times because of your popularity. You are someone who gets along with anyone because the number 5 is the middle number. You like changes and freedom. You are an Explorer with Magic on your face. You learn your life through experience and it’s your Best Teacher!!!

Your best matches are 1, 2, 9; Good matches are 6, 8.

Number 6

You are born to enjoy. You don’t care about others, you always want to enjoy your life time. You are a person. You will be very good in either education or in business management! You are talented, kind (but only with people who you think are nice), beautiful girls and guys. Popular and more than lucky with anything in their Lives. All the goodness does comes to you. The mind and body is just made perfect. If you are a number 6 man, you will experience looks from most girls and will involve in more than few relationships until you get marry!!! If you are girl, most of them will get marry/engage early. You are caring towards your family and friends. You are a person of Compassion, Comfort & Fairness, Good judgment, and after all you can heal this world to make peace forever because you have great power of caring.

Your best matches are 1, 6, 9. Good matches are 4, 5.

Number 7

You have got the attraction to anyone out there. You are realistic, confident, happy, a talented individual in your Education, Music, Arts, Singing, and most importantly Acting. You have real problems with bad temper!! If you are girl, you are popular with the subjects listed above, you give up things for your parents, I mean you value your family status a lot. You will be in the top rank when you reach a certain age! If you are a guy, you are popular with Girl s. You are a very talented too! Most of the number 7s faces lots of problems with their marriage life. Only a very few are happy!! It’s probably the Lord give you all sort of humans talents and you are about to suffer in family life, so you need to get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don’t, then you might end-up single!!! You are wonderful, Friendly, Artistic, Happy person. You are born to contribute lot to this world!!!

Your best match is 2. Good matches are 1, 4.

Number 8

You are a very strong personality, there’s no one out there will understand you. You are very good at pointing your finger at some thing!!! You are more likely to suffer from the early age poverty. If your times are not good you might lose either of your parents and end up looking after your entire family. You often suffer all the way in life. The problems will not allow you to tudy further, but you will learn the life in a very practical way!!! You are the one will fight for justice and may die in the war too!!! You are normally very reserved with handful of friends and most of the time, live life lonely and always prepared to help. Well, once you get marry (which is often late) then your bad lucks will go away a bit, then you become safe. Beware of un-expected problems from the terror, government, poisonous animals & accidents. You are someone with discipline, persistence, courage which will t ake you to the Success! You ar e a Great part of a team, family and a fighter!!!

Your Best matches are 1, 4, 8. Good match is 5.

Number 9

Hey, you guys are the un-compatible people in the world, you are so strong, physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and hard to get there, normally you suffer in the early age from family’s problems and generally you will have fighting life, but when you achieve what you have done, it’s always a big-task!! You are so much respected in the community. You are a person who can make a challenge and successfully finish the matter off. You are very naughty in your younger age, often beaten up by your parents, and involve in fights and you seemed to have lots of injuries in your life time, but when you grow, you become calm and macho type!!! Tell you what, Love is not an easy matter for you. You are good in engineering or banking jobs because people always trust you! Your family life is very good, but will have worries over your children. Your qualities are humanitarian, patient, quick witted & compassionate, You are born to achieve targets and serve every one all equally without any prejudice! You are totally a Role Model to everybody in the world for a Great Inspiration!!!

Your best matches are 3, 5, 6, 9; Good match is 2.

Does it hurt
To know ill never be there
bet it sucks
to see my face everywhere
It was you
Who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
you knew
exactly what you would do
Don’t say
You simply lost your way
She may believe you
But I never will
Never again
Never again
Never again
Never again

If she really knows the truth
She deserves you
A trophy wife
Oh how cute
Ignorance is bliss
But when your day comes
And he’s through with you
And he’ll be through with you
You’ll die together but alone
You wrote me in a letter
You couldn’t say it right to my face
Give me that Sunday school answer
Repent your self away

Does it hurt
To know ill never be there
bet it sucks to see my face everywhere
It was you
Who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
you knew
exactly what you would do
Don’t say
You simply lost your way
they may believe you
But I never will
Never again
Never again
Never again
Never again

Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
never
Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
never
Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never!

Does it hurt
To know ill never be there
Bet it sucks to see my face everywhere
It was you
Who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
you knew
exactly what you would do
Don’t say
You simply lost your way
They may believe you
But I never will
I Never Will
I never will
Never again
Never again
Never again
Never again

we always want wat we cant have n thts wat makes life freaking exciting..hihihihi..

i need to shop..girls, lets shop till we derrrooppp!!

shoes shoes shoes..mo skirts

ain let go!! anyone else wanna join?

Happy Birthday Nyet!!!

life is as usual…since started working w ebernas project sazulya dh semakin rajin stay in d office sampai kul 7.30pm 8pm… :p tuntutan kerja la konon…yg sebenarnye jln kt dpn phileo tu jam cam tahi..jarang2 dh balik CDC skrg…rindu kat officemates CDC >:D<

last saturday, my form 5 classmates organized a picnic kt lembah pangsoon if im x mistaken…there were 11 of us out of 28 yg ade in 5 Kejut…jadi la for 1st 1 day trip after 7 years abis skolah…next plan dgr nyer nk go for a 3 days 2 nites trip to mane ntah xtau…donno if thts gonna happen o not..hopefully jadi la…

back to d picnic…we had d place all to ourselves…xde org langsung..xtau whether thts d actual picnic spot o mmg xde org kt situ…xmandi sgt since most of d girls xbawk baju basahan…end up berendam takat pinggang je la…kitorg bakar2 ayam…buat egg sandwich,coleslow,ade tembikai, nasi n sambal udang…makanan berlambak tp org nk mkn tu skit jer…dh puas mkn2..mandi2…gelak2 weather pon dh mendung n it started to rain…pack2 brg (mostly mknan) n leave…disebabkan mknan yg berlebih n no 1 to bring bck home so we sedekah to a bunch of kids yg tgh mandi2 kt situ…

the picnic was fun…sape kate d more the merrier? sikit pon dh gelak stok pecah perot….xyah reramai sgt..yg penting org yg dtg tu best!!..

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Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive,
not how you listen but how you understand,
not how you see but how you feel,
not how you let go but how you hold on.

after a very long period of planning on going for a holiday w my college frens, akhirnyer tercapai la jgk cite2 nk gi cuti2 m’sia ngn mereke2…byk songeh…eventho x sume yg join (s usual) but i had fun..sbb mkn free byk!!! ahahaha..thanx 2 bain(bbq yg lazat) n fakh(lunch yg mengenyangkan..udang sedap!!) n sabqi (dinner yg best..tomyam + udang)…

we went cuti kt jb jer…jadi la..janji im out of the office, out of d house..malaysia pon mlaysia la..ade rezeki nnt kite gi jln jejauh k kengkwn…n of course kalau boleh nk sume2 join..kasi meriah…no more tertinggal2..no more xnk join cz kecik2 ati…its time for us to kumpul balik n laugh abt d old days wen we were all young n stupid!! so start saving!! bak kate najwa rm5 a day.

so 5/1/07 bertolak to jb…pepagi bute dh kene bgn..hvnt done tht for a very long time..kul 5 dh bgn nk gi airport…naik flight cam org kaye jer…ahahaha..sampai around 9 lambat skit coz ade case telebih passanger dlm flight tp x jumpe manusia nyer.

sampai jb bain jempot..thank you bain!! gi mkn kacang pol..memule dgr cam pelik jer mknan ni…plus plk diorg bgtau d ingredient…ade tht baked bean…yek yek…tp dh mkn sedap gilers!! abis mkn bain balik amik baju cz nk gi mandi air terjun..weehhooo!!! then we checked in into our hotel room..pack2 baju nk bwk n off to kota tinggi..dh lame xgi sane…last pegi wen i was 15 o somthg…dis time pegi..dh pandai charge org..1 kepale 9 hinggit!!! mengetok betol!! then mandi sini xboleh sane xboleh.bengong…tp last2 we hd d air terjun all to ourselves..puas ati!! mandi sampai rase berbaloi bayar 9 hinggit..sempat la krem2 kaki ni…

abis mandi balik hotel..rest kejap n siap2 2 go 2 bain’s place for bbq..mak bain masak nasi lemak…ayah dia bakar daging, prawns, kepah ke kupang ntah yg besar tu n ikan..daging was nice..n tht kupang o kepah thing sedap ok..mkn sampai sakit2 perot d next day.abis dinner gi danga bay..nice place tp air laut xcantek..meet up w sabqi there.jln sepjg danga bay..ade umat2 tu nk gi fn fair yg from far nmpk cam best…bejln sampai ujung dunia..sakit kaki tau x?! smpai fun fair the fun fair is not fun at all!!! penat aku jln jer!! dh fun fair x best arnd 12 o so gi pasar pandan ke ape ntah name..time for pirated cds kt kedai lil chicken >:) …bought some cds for mom….nk lagu2 oldies yer bonde..kul 2 fakhrul anta kitorg balik hotel..penat shangak.

d next day skipped brkfst sbb ngntok sgt…fakhrul picked us up arnd 11 nk gi town anta najwa settle her things w her bf then to his house for lunch b4 pegi spore. abis lunch sent najwa back to hotel sbb najwa xbuat passport so xleh ikut gi spore n bain keje plk tht day..so me, ain fakh n sabqi je gi spore…1st place kitorg pegi was orchard road…byk giler places to shop..spjg2 orchard road tu tmpt shopping jer…nasib baik la brg mahal n i dont hv lots of cash kalau tidak habis sume bende nk dibeli…mcm2 jadi kt orchard road tuh..fakh mandi air coke, dpt tgk bdk aged 7 main drum ngn sgt hebatnyer can u imagine hes only 7..im 24 n i dont even knw how to play any instrument pon..he’s lucky i tell u..then ade chinese lady pakai sleveless tp xshave armpit..n d hair was like 2 3 inches long..yuck yuck..nasib baik xlebat..kalau x dh muntah darah dh ke situ..then ade dis static couple..ala yg kaler their body silver..i dont knw d name la..so anyway..they looked scary..nk dijadikan cerite..perot ni mengade..kt msia xnk sakit..dh sampai spore baru nk sakit2..terpakse la bergegas nk cari toilet for miss sazulya yg xtahan sakit perot..probably sbb mkn tht kupang o kepah thg..reminder to all…spore’s public toilet is not like msia’s public..they dont hv pipe, they depend solely on toilet papers…errrr…eeiiiww!!! xjadi nk lepaskn hajat..nk sampaikan to our desired destination, i made 2 toilet stops..n finally….THE DESTINATION!!…suke2 happy2.worth the sweats n toilet breaks..ahahaha…

dh puas we went to chinatown plk…baru nk start jln n shopping…dis tummy of mine buat perangai lg…this time we had to run bck to lucky chinatown (if im not mistaken la name dia :p) to look for toilet.1st toilet locked..dammit!! 2nd toilet… thank god!! by tht time perot ain pon join my club..ahahaha..funny dowh kite ni nyet..dh habis scene2 toilet baru la leh berjln dgn ringan perot kt chinatown…3 for $10 sonok memborong…dok beli tok org kt diri sendiri xbeli ape..haih..xpe next time right nyet..hihihihi..next time i’ll make sure i hv lots of cash in hand…we hd fun in spore…to bad dh ptg sgt…had to go back 2 msia..sian najwa tinggal sorg..

balik terus gi umah sabqi for dinner…mkn free lagi…dpt ice cream for dessert lak tu..ddk lame gile kt umah sabqi..melepaskn lelah tp yg sbnrnye tgk drama..hahaha..ngn busuk2 nyer dok umah org lelame..haih..balik hotel mandi2 then kul 11.30 kuar balik..bain nk bwk tmpt sunyi..for us to lpk2 last nite…sesat2 sume cukup..last2 tmpt tu xsunyi langsung!! siap pasang lagu rock keras lagi ngn kuat nyer..sian bain drive meredah kg2 n lumpur2..ahahaha..last2 gi lpk kt tepi laut mane ntah…disebabkan terlalu penat n esok nyer had to get up early lg..we had to cut the nite short…so balik tido..esok pagi bain n fakhrul anta kitorg 2 d airport

sedih ade xsabar nk sampai umah nk tido pon ade :p tp yg paling penting, puas berjln n b w my frens…

i am looking forward to our next vacation..gi mane? sabah? sarawak? haaa..yg xikut tu kalau nk ikut be prepared yer…save money n clear ur schedule so we can all gather n gi on vacation…

emails had been spread around d office about dis guy named ihsan yg 1 day out of the blue puts on his ym status something abt he’s suppose to go to a training in shah alam (which im suppose to join too) tp xpegi (which i didnt also) n how he longed to see me n missd me…dis is weird since as far as i can remember we only met once, during a training…

so wen the email of his ym status was spread arnd d office (btw he’s in d office in cyber while im in pj), ppl in d office dh start sakat-ing me..jz so happend to be, we had a department meeting n he came to join d meeting….n ppl xhabis2 menyakat..god!! i was so rimas by it…n he being as innocent as he looks..asyik tersenyum jer…haih…

nasib baik now things dh over…thank god!!

im gonna be in BERNAS starting monday…dipinjamkn ke BERNAS…damansara, here i come.new place new people.

oh here is a doa adi sent tru 1 of d emails…donno if it’ll work..ahahaha..

"Ya Allah, kalau dia memang jodohku, jodohkanlah……

Tapi kalau bukan jodohku,
jodohkanlah jugak…..

Jika dia tidak berjodoh dgnku,
maka jadikanlah kami jodoh….

Kalau dia bukan jodohku,
jangan sampai dia dapat jodoh yg lain, selain ku…..

Kalau dia tidak bisa di jodohkan dgn ku, jangan sampai dia dpt jodoh
yg lain, biarkan dia tidak berjodoh sama spt diriku…..

Dan saat dia telah tidak memiliki jodoh, jodohkanlah kami
kembali…..

Kalau dia berjodoh dgn org lain,
putuskanlah!
Jodohkanlah dgn ku…..

Jika dia tetap menjadi jodoh orgl lain, biar org itu ketemu jodoh
dgn yg lain dulu dan kemudian jodohkan kembali dia dgn ku…..(nak
nak sangat ni..!!!.)

AMIN……..